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The very first time she slightly pinched him on a sky blue shirt and softly said “same pinch”, he didn’t love her but the gesture touched him deep inside. The very first time he took a seat beside her in a local bus and after half an hour talk she was restless to get his cell number. He was so happy around her. A common girl in late teens having all her faith devoted to probably the very first boy in her life and he knew it.
Sitting on park benches holding hands hesitated him but she was so comfortable with his fingers on hers. He knew that her in him was immense, much more than what they say blind faith. There was a pure innocence he couldn’t dare to betray.
alone when you don’t wanna be
you cried but there was no one to see,
you want to grieve but you have to celebrate
want to be drunk and you buy the cake,
wished to be surprised and no one has come
you could have screamed but i see you mum…
…again i can see you across that pane
could have loved you but it would be too insane,
if was there to cuddle you, hold on to you, hug you tight
would you some day give up the fight?
This is not to address someone, just some mixed feelings. There are many things i want to speak but i can’t and many more that i won’t. Me and God, both keep wondering over people…
They are what they are,
what they think they are,
what they want to be,
what they pretend they are…
So many mysteries and at end of the day you’ll find me smiling.